Give Up Peacefully

Can't seem to find what's stopping me
Close to someone not into me
Hurts but life is a knife

Crazy girl. Can I blame you for leaving?
I'm crazy girl. Will you find me grieving?
Who needs who girl? A secondary feeling.
Could not explain my dispair. His girl?

Pushing myself beyond love
Whisper secrets from above
A split-person headache
Life they say is what we make
Discretion is my weakness
Forces me slowly to digress
Valor permits vacuity
Earning no gratuity

Channed my frustration to dreams of love anew
Some fateful eventuality screams I love you
To bring great purpose to my deja vous
To give up peacefully on what rings true